Today was a better day for all of us, bit still not great. Last night Mike slept comfortably after I gave him the suppository. His moaning stopped and eventually, so did the gurgling. Today he looked better when he woke up, but he is still not himself. His eyes were less glassy and red. When he coughed this morning, mucus came out, and I've came to the conclusion that he DOES have some kind of sinus infection or upper respiratory infection. I did not give him the Levaquin today because we are all in agreement with the fact that the medicine must have given him the upset stomach. He ate less and drank less today, because we want to make sure he's 100% before we get him back to his same routine.
I spent all last night in bed worrying about what today would bring. I worried about telling the kids that dad can no longer eat/swallow. Add these worries to the additional worries I have about Brandon's ankle surgery on Tuesday and I'm good for nothing. There are days when it just feels like it's too much to handle. I know that I will eventually dust myself off, get off my pity train and start again tomorrow.